<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077</id><updated>2012-02-16T02:46:09.589-08:00</updated><category term='beginnings'/><category term='groupwork'/><category term='drama'/><category term='return'/><category term='TreeMappa'/><category term='research'/><category term='Diaghilev'/><category term='young people'/><category term='yearofcreativity launches ambassadors'/><category term='new beginnings'/><category term='Moran'/><category term='2muse'/><category term='forum'/><category term='motown'/><category term='presentation'/><category term='eugene gilfedder'/><category term='creativity'/><category term='shaw'/><category term='creativity and entrophy'/><category term='Cleo Missing'/><category term='Methuselah'/><category term='CQU'/><category term='creative process'/><category term='quotes'/><category term='creative profiles'/><category term='collaborative creativity'/><category term='questions'/><category term='John-Steiner'/><category term='family research'/><category term='the muse'/><category term='adoption'/><category term='Csizszentmihalyi'/><title type='text'>creative callings</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>SuzieD</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524681454706632109</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='26' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iaBHtzoPAfY/SWmHtCb-RcI/AAAAAAAAAAM/_RD1Zq3BVTU/S220/Sue+2008.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>11</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-1311611519563191549</id><published>2011-05-06T05:05:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-05-06T06:33:21.765-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='young people'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Cleo Missing'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='drama'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='2muse'/><title type='text'>When a cast becomes an ensemble - those special experiences!</title><content type='html'>It's been a very big week.. actually a very big year so far! This week was rather special though as we staged as first show &lt;a href="http://2museproductions.org/cleo/"&gt;Cleo Missing&lt;/a&gt; as &lt;a href="http://2museproductions.org/"&gt;2Muse Productions&lt;/a&gt;. My partner and I (business and fun partner, Mary, as opposed to my 'life' partner Ray) have formed a production company to help create innovative performance work with and for young people. I thought I was getting a bit long in the tooth to still be working with young people (looking at big birthdays coming up and having worked mainly with adults for a few years now) but you know, it's been such a joy to work with young people again - I love their enthusiasm, their energy, their ideas and the openness to possibilities. It's also reminded me about how special and significant drama was in my life as a teenager, having those opportunites to experiment with other ways of being, finding voices and attitudes I could express and explore, and the thrill of excitement when all the peices came together in performance. I was particularly reminded of this one day when I heard one of our cast members say "I don't know how I'd get through the school day without drama" - I remember writing the exact same thing in a diary I kept when I was about 15. What I found magical and amazing about these experiences several decades ago, is just as special today... and I guess that is why I felt the call to return to working with young people, pay it forward as it were.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just three months ago we held open auditions and met a range of 13-16 year old from across the coast. Several came with friends, and some knew each other from going to Mary's after school drama workshops with &lt;a href="http://www.schoolofdramaticarts.com/"&gt;S.O.D.A.&lt;/a&gt; Others knew no-one, but came along, interested in the idea of performing in a professional space, extending their experiences beyond the school musical (and I'm not putting down school musicals - hey I've directed about 20 of them over the years) and some had already read the script online and wanted to be part of telling this story. But it was a big risk for some of them to do this, knowing nobody and yet willing to invest their trust in us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Over the course of two weeks we found the right people for the roles and began our explorations and interpretations, moulding the script and energising it. With 'Cleo Missing' I had wanted to create some great roles for young people, ones they could get their teeth into and to relate to... and it was so exciting to see the characters blossoming and the young actors finding new depths and sides to roles. What was also exciting to see was the way the sense of ensemble grew - when that sense of self consciousness, of being afraid of the judgement of others, of being afraid to try something totally left of field ... all of that disappeared and the young people involved were able to accept each other, to know each other and to become friends. That is not to say everyone became best buddies with everyone else, but there was this growing acceptance of others foibles and mistakes, and support for each other.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We knew it had happened when it became harder to get people back from their breaks and the noise of animated conversation filled any gaps in rehearsals, when nicknames were shared and when certain words and sayings were adopted... (I can't experience an awkward silence now without hearing Gemma's ''awkies"). There was a collective sense of support and all of a sudden we moved from little groups of one, two and three with polite exchanges and interactions, into becoming an ensemble. It doesn't always happen - sometimes the egos, the fears, the histories are hard to work through and there just isn't the will or energy to be able to do it. But when that transformation does occur, it makes the whole experience more meaningful.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And that was what I was touched by this week. I know the actual performance experience, the stagecraft and acting skills they developed were what most of them came for and that is a very important outcome from the project. However, when I asked them to identify one thing that stands out for them from across the project... they said things like this:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I found it incredible how coming into the production I knew no-one but everyone welcomed me into their arms and now they are all amazing friends"&lt;br /&gt;"the fun one can have when everyone is working well together"&lt;br /&gt;"How fantastic everyone is and how well we all get along"&lt;br /&gt;"The great environment created by everyone in the cast and crew".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This has been an important experience in their lives, they created something special, and their hard work and willingness to trust paid off! This is not self-congratulatory twaddle by the way - I just wanted to take the time to note the importance of these types of deeply engaging, significant experiences for young people (and the not so young)!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you to (in order of appearance!!) Cameron, Harry, Brylee, Mark, Andrew, Umi, Paige, Gemma, Liam and Julia - (and the little bit older 'young at heart' people), Mary, Mark and Bruce. My dream became your dream and now your dreams feed mine!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-1311611519563191549?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/1311611519563191549/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2011/05/when-cast-becomes-ensemble-those.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/1311611519563191549'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/1311611519563191549'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2011/05/when-cast-becomes-ensemble-those.html' title='When a cast becomes an ensemble - those special experiences!'/><author><name>Sue Davis</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13863040477397956167</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='30' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wwQooM4yxI4/TUKwCsJWz3I/AAAAAAAAAAM/XbEXSdII62o/s220/Sue%2Bprofile%2Bpic.bmp'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-382201800073170177</id><published>2011-04-08T01:34:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-04-08T01:38:15.279-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='creativity'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='CQU'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='research'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='forum'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='presentation'/><title type='text'>Want to be more creative?  You can be!</title><content type='html'>&lt;!--StartFragment--&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;I was invited to be one of 22 speakers at a creativity forum recently - crazy idea to have that many people speak and it did of course go right over time - but the concept is a good one and it was interesting to hear of the insights from artists, writers, librarians, musicians and many more.  We had only 8-10 minutes each, so whilst I often don't write 'speeches' for these types of things, this time I decided I'd better.  &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight:normal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;Creativity in Practice – How to become more Creative &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight:normal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;Sue Davis, Creativity &amp;amp; Research Forum, CQUniversity, 4 April, 2011&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;Who wants to be more creative? Who doesn’t?&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So how&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;do you go about it?&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Play more suduko?&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Cryptic crosswords and DS Brain training games? &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Well it might help you improve aspects of memory (and the jury is still out on whether they even do that) but they won’t make you more creative.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;What does it mean to be creative? &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;There are many definitions of creativity, but common to many of them are words such as combinations, new-ness, originality, novelty imagination and difference.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;   &lt;/span&gt;Koestler talked of the concept of bisociation – putting together concepts from different frames in new ways.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Some forms of creativity are more significant and have more impact than others and that’s where the concept of little c and Big C creativity come in handy.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We all make creative decisions every day.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We might decide to try the carrot cake recipe with pumpkin instead of carrot.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;That’s a creative decision.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It may or may not work and it probably won’t change the history of cake making (though you never know)… that’s little c creativity.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Big C creativity, is the culture changing type of creativity, those like Picasso, T S Eliot in poetry, Beckett with absurd theatre, Steve Jobs with computer interface, these people (and those they have worked with) whose brave new combinations and experiments initiate new movements and breakthroughs.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;So in my research and practice I wanted to develop my creative practice.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I had been a drama teacher, writer/director mainly in school contexts but was interested in how young people were bringing technology into the classroom and performance space more and more.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So I wondered what it might be like if we tried to enact the drama through the Internet – hence cyberdrama, which is what I explored in my Masters and then PhD.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I found out others had already invented the name (Janet Murray) but I was able to explore new ways of taking live drama processes and exploring how they might work in mediated contexts. A bit beyond little c creativity, but not Big C perhaps – maybe more like a Middle C. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;However, in my day to day working life I mainly work with students who are training to be primary school teachers.. and when I work with them on arts units, its interesting to see what concepts of themselves as creative they bring to the university classroom.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Probably around a third of them have had significant creative experiences and see themselves as creative people, around another third are probably a big ‘iffy’ about it, and another third to not see themselves as creative or as having had a lot of creative experiences.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So how do we build their concept of themselves as a creative and ensure that it is backed up by something (and not just wishful thinking). &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;One of the things we do is talk about creativity and unpack some of the myths about creativity – the myth of creative’s as mad, gifted individuals who are touched by the muse isn’t particularly helpful.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Even those born with considerable talent need to really work at what they do.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;And those who are most gifted don’t necessarily go on to be the most successful, creative or productive.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;That was the problem with much of the early creativity research.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The US army actually funded a lot of the early research with Guildford and co and they developed a range of tests and tools for identifying those who demonstrated divergent and convergent thinking e.g. how many ways can use a brick?&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;People who can come up with the most ways and were identified as most creative, didn’t go on to be the most creative in the field though.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Other research indicated that the most creative students at art school also didn’t go on to become the most successful later in life or end up using their creativity in a specifically productive way.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So what else does it take? &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;That’s where a range of creativity researchers, including Howard Garner (of multiple intelligence fame) and others including Feldman and this one Czikszentmihalyi (he says he doesn’t mind if you say ‘the chicks, they all love me’) researched the lives of many creative folk and identified what they call ‘systems’ models of creativity.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;These models say, yes it is about some individual characteristics and talents, it’s about persistence, focussed attention and what he calls having ‘flow’ experiences (where you are so immersed in what you are doing that all sense of time and place disappears).&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He also says, it is about learning a lot and practicing in a certain area or ‘domain’ and internalising the rules of the domain.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;It is also about interacting with and having a field of others to support, critique and recognise your work (and these can be physical or virtual interactions). &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;There are also times and places in the world where if you are part of a group or movement a hothousing effect occurs.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The Picassos of the world did not exist in a vacuum.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The Brill building originally was rented to music publishers because there were no other takers. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-US"&gt;By 1962 the Brill Building contained 165 music businesses &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN" style="mso-ansi-language:EN"&gt;A musician could find a publisher and printer, cut a demo, promote the record and cut a deal with radio promoters, all within this one building&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span lang="EN-US"&gt;.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Hundreds of hits were created in this building and community. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;Other versions &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;of systems models also include product in there.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;So if you want to be more creative, you need to work on &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;or consider all these areas. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;Through my research with drama students I’ve elaborated on these three components.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;The individual who has to commit to engagement, build their creative practice in at least one domain and interact with others including communities of practice in the field (these can be live, or of course virtual). They apply this creativity through focussed attention and engagement, practice and generating or making things – products (and products often are featured in other systems models). &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;So the old adages ring true – if you want to be more creative, you have to put in the hard work.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;To be able to combine things in new ways, you’ve got to have some things to combine.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;This also aligns with other popular research.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Gardner identified that people like Martha Graham in Dance, Ghandi in politics, Picasso in art had generally be practising in their field for 10 years before they had a major breakthrough.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Malcolm Gladwell in the book Outliers (draws on research by Anders Ericsson) to identify the 10 000 hour rule.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;He draws on case studies of Bill Gates, the Beatles (playing all those 8 hours shifts in Hamburg) they all had 10 000 hours of practice before their major breakthroughs.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;So what do we do with our students?&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;Well we provide them with some different art-making experiences, also engaging with the wisdom of the tribe and those masters and mistresses that have come before us.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;We engage in collective creative activities where they can share their knowledge with each other and offer critical feedback and support… we also encourage them to reflect on their experiences, their concept of themselves as creative and to share their arts journey through a creative form through a digital photostory.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;For some of them it is a gateway experience as they come to re-engage with their own creative lives and prepare them to guide those of their students.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;I love viewing these reflective, creative works and most students feel a real sense of achievement when they share these creative pieces. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-ansi-language:EN-AU"&gt;So what I hope to do is encourage people to find some time for feeding and cultivating their own creativity, it’s both professionally and personally fulfilling, whether it ends up being little ‘c’ or Big ‘C’ creative work.&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;  &lt;/span&gt;A final quote that sums it up for me – from George Bernard Shaw – “Create what you will” -creativity is an act of will, &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;if you want to do it, apply yourself feed your creativity you can and will do it!&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;!--EndFragment--&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-382201800073170177?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/382201800073170177/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2011/04/want-to-be-more-creative-you-can-be.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/382201800073170177'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/382201800073170177'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2011/04/want-to-be-more-creative-you-can-be.html' title='Want to be more creative?  You can be!'/><author><name>Sue Davis</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13863040477397956167</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='30' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wwQooM4yxI4/TUKwCsJWz3I/AAAAAAAAAAM/XbEXSdII62o/s220/Sue%2Bprofile%2Bpic.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-1994583017132655416</id><published>2011-02-07T04:09:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-02-07T05:08:16.581-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='questions'/><title type='text'>Is she or is she not?</title><content type='html'>Well last week I took the plunge and decided to hire a private detective.  No, I  don't think Ray is having an affair (he certainly is out sweating all day lately, but there is evidence to prove he was mowing, or weeding, or hacking back the jungle that's exploding out of the ground at present).  But I hit a big fat dead-end with trying to find my birth mother and it's time to bring in the professionals!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now the saga goes back years of course (nearly 50 to be precise), but the searching saga about five.  A woman I was teaching with at the time told me how she had written to Familes Dept (Qld Govt) to get her original birth certificate.  Once she received that, she then applied to find out if her birth mother had married at all in Queensland and that came through.  She then had a name, searched the phone books and within a few months was playing happy families at Christmas time!  She is in regular contact now with her 'other' family and they all get on fabulously.  I was inspired of course, how amazing, how wondrous.. it all seemed so straight forward!  I can do that!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Needless to say my journey has not been quite like hers.  I do know, of course, that for most adoptees, it isn't, that it's hard, difficult, uncomfortable, and even when it seems to work out, most folk don't end up meeting regularly and playing happy families in the long run.  But I was just hoping mine might be a story with a (fairly immediate) happy ending.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is such anticipation and hope at the launching of each stage of the journey - could it be just a matter of days, of weeks?  Could I at last be able to answer all those doctors, hairdressers, kids at school, teachers, dieticians (and on it goes) who have asked about parental history, hereditary traits, did my parents also go grey young and where did I get those funny toes from!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So the letter went off (with the mandatory cheque of course as nothing is ever free in this game) and within weeks the birth certificate came back with letter, info on possible next steps and advice on counselling services! A name, two names actually, one for me and one for her... and a little of the tale is revealed. A 20 year old, from Melbourne, came to spend a few months in Brisbane, lived in a flat at New Farm and had a baby girl at the Royal Women's Hospital (in the private ward I recall my adoptive Mum telling me, inferring someone was paying her way).  Stage I, Tick!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stage 2, the letter to births, deaths, marriages, yes, with another cheque .. to find out whether the young woman from Melbourne ever married or died in Queensland.  Not so easy.  This time it was a 'sorry, we can't help you.'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stage 3, so, she was from Melbourne, perhaps she went back there!  So a few phone calls, more forms and another cheque later, off went the request to the Victorian Families folk.  I must admit that time I was rather more hopeful and anxiously collected the post every day, feeling certain this time I'd find out something more. But you guessed it... a big fat NO again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But someone sitting at their desk in administration heaven took pity on me that day and I received a phone call from a kind soul who said 'I'm not really supposed to do this, but I knew you'd be disappointed when you received our letter.  I can't tell you any more, but perhaps do your next search in the ACT'.  I was too shocked at the time to perhaps be as effusive in my thanks as I should have been - it was a very un-beaurocratic thing for someone to do, but such a wonderful humane action!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So.. more phone calls, another form and of course, don't forget the cheque... and off the letter went to the ACT.  That time, a year, a place, a marriage and a name.... but what a name.  Of all the men in the world, she married a man called .. wait for it .... John Smith. Yes, the very one, taking on not just a common name... but THE most common name and surname in the whole English language! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I gave up for a while... months, years even - until the bug bit me again.  More phone calls, web trawling, unexpected conversations with fellow adoptees and then I found myself at the state library... pouring over microfische looking through electoral records. Her complete name, even with a Smith on the end, wasn't quite as common as John Smith... and I was able to find one woman living in Melbourne at the time of the last federal elections.  Within minutes the lovely lady at the desk on the state library (on the floor where heaps of folk do family searches.. so she's used to the joys and despairs of this whole painful process) found a phone number and wrote it out for me there and then.  So close, I thought, could I perhaps be talking to her in just a minute or two??!!  But no, I'd read all the websites and books that say don't ring, write first!  The shock can be too great for the other person, a letter is better, be informative, let them know you're not after money and offer the possibility of a third person to mediate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now this search was turning into a bit of a saga (as is this post - not sure why I thought I could do this quite economically)! I went through several weeks of agonising, thinking through the alternatives, drafting the letter and redrafting... asking a friend (in Melbourne) to be a mediation person, asking Jigsaw in Brisbane to also be a contact point (yes just do it I hear you say) and finally i sent off the letter.  Days, weeks, months went by... no response.   So then I sent another letter, this time with a stamped, self addressed envelope and a request, if you are not this woman can you please let me know!  Still no response.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So where to next - is it her and she doesn't want to talk - or is it not her? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So the next time we were in Melbourne - I worked up the courage ... to ask Ray to ring her.  His recollection... it was a woman, yes she sounded 'older' but her response 'I'm sorry, I can't help you'.  Her or not her?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I left it again, a year or two have passed... but the questions remain. And they grow, every yeat they grow... and not just for me.. but for my boy too.   I checked the phone number the other day - not connected anymore.  And no listing for that name in any phone book now.  MMmmmmm if it is her ... perhaps she doesn't want to be found.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So that's where we got to last week.  Time to call in the professionals I thought - this is driving me crazy.  If it is her I just would like to know.. even if she can't see me or talk to me... just some information, a few basics, and perhaps some inkling of why she is being so elusive.  If it's not her, well then it's more forms and a few more cheques i guess.  So is she or isn't she, that's the current question -  I think she might be ...  but I'll keep you posted!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-1994583017132655416?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/1994583017132655416/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2011/02/is-she-or-is-she-not.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/1994583017132655416'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/1994583017132655416'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2011/02/is-she-or-is-she-not.html' title='Is she or is she not?'/><author><name>Sue Davis</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13863040477397956167</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='30' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wwQooM4yxI4/TUKwCsJWz3I/AAAAAAAAAAM/XbEXSdII62o/s220/Sue%2Bprofile%2Bpic.bmp'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-2232059839397714213</id><published>2011-01-28T04:22:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-01-28T04:45:27.039-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='new beginnings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='family research'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='adoption'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='2muse'/><title type='text'>Time to do what must be done!</title><content type='html'>Only took me a few months to figure out how to access this blog again now blogger and gmail accounts are linked and to set up a new profile to post from! Challenge overcome!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I felt the need for somewhere to post my thoughts and developments as this year seems to be shaping up to be a big one ... and yes it is a big one birthday wise by the end too.&lt;br /&gt;So the first major develoment is that I've decided to follow some creative callings of my own and with fellow coastal drama afficiendo Mary Eggleston am setting up a production company to stage some high quality performances for and with young people.  We're calling it &lt;a href="http://2museproductions.org/"&gt;2Muse Productions&lt;/a&gt; and we will be auditioning for our first performance next week.  I met Mary last year and we worked together on a script/performance I developed based on the Eliza Fraser story 'Figments of Eliza' (see another &lt;a href="http://neomemoriatechnica.wordpress.com/"&gt;blog&lt;/a&gt; I set up for that project for more info on that one).  We worked togther and found a real synergies of interests and expertise in our collaborating, so I decided it was time to put my money where my mouth is and take the creative plunge.  There'll be more to come on this development you can be sure.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Professionally, there's some applications and expressions of interest already submitted and others in development for some exciting research and creative projects.  I'll wait until I know which of them might come off before posting more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Personally, well I've decided that as I'm reaching one of those birthdays that is quite significant that I need to once more delve into the depths and attempt to find out a bit more about who I am and where I came from.  Well of course I know the obvious, but there is a limit to what I know beyond that.  Being one of the thousands adopted as babies in the 1960s, information about our birth parents was hard to come by for many years.  When legal restrictions were reduced and it was possible to apply for some identifying information, I did so, but my quest was not so readily realised and my forays to date have stalled time and again. So this year I've decided to dig through the files again and to consider engaging other services to assist me in the search.  I'm not sure how long it will take or if the result will be what I anticipate but it really is time to find out once and for all! And so I thought I might share some of the developments (if there are any) as we go.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-2232059839397714213?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/2232059839397714213/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2011/01/time-to-do-what-must-be-done.html#comment-form' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/2232059839397714213'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/2232059839397714213'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2011/01/time-to-do-what-must-be-done.html' title='Time to do what must be done!'/><author><name>Sue Davis</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13863040477397956167</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='30' height='32' src='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_wwQooM4yxI4/TUKwCsJWz3I/AAAAAAAAAAM/XbEXSdII62o/s220/Sue%2Bprofile%2Bpic.bmp'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-6541811198250844837</id><published>2010-04-30T16:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-04-30T16:56:06.384-07:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='return'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='TreeMappa'/><title type='text'>Called back!</title><content type='html'>So it's been quite a while... i actually had forgotten which email account I'd set this blog up on... and in some respects i had to put my creative side to bed for a bit as I just put my head down and finished the 'bloody' thesis. I probably should have been madly blogging throughout sharing the gems of wisdom arising... but I didn't! But the thesis has flown away now to far off lands and we'll see how it goes in a couple of months time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So back to more creative work a I've a couple of creative projects on the boil again. At present, particularly involved in all things tree like with an education project as part of the regional &lt;a href="http://www.treeline.org.au/"&gt;TreeLine&lt;/a&gt; art and environment program. Our project is called TreeMappa, and we are researching and creating arts-based digital content about significant trees in the region and will sharing that through a number of formats. So far I've been taking quite a lot of &lt;a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/treemappa/"&gt;pics &lt;/a&gt;of trees, initiated some work in a coastal primary school and we've started the project with our first year students. I'm gradually getting them used to the concept of working in role and participating in an online space.... it takes a bit of encouragement though. We've set up a &lt;a href="http://treemappa.ning.com/"&gt;Ning &lt;/a&gt;space and &lt;a href="http://treemappa.wikispaces.com/The+Custodians+%28Drama%29"&gt;wiki&lt;/a&gt;. Then eventually we're going to embed content on google maps and share them. It's taken a while to get things moving but I think we're getting there. I've been working on the story of the Eumundi Memorial trees and last weekend took quite a few pics at the local Anzac Day ceremony and created a short &lt;a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NVLy7cVB-gk"&gt;video clip&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a title="poppies landscape by TreeMappa, on Flickr" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/treemappa/4550054080/"&gt;&lt;img alt="poppies landscape" src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4047/4550054080_a3a70074a7.jpg" width="500" height="375" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now there is anohter reason i've come back to the blog - and that is becuase my boy asked me this week if I'd set up a blog for him. He has serious issues with writing but the ideas just flow out of him. He wanted a space where he could 'get these ideas out of me and share them with the world'. So basically he directs (as usual) and I scribe, but over time i'm hoping he'll do more of the actual writing. That's the plan anyway. .. and so far he is very excited about it. He's focussing on reviewing movies and games and so forth ... &lt;a href="http://kidsviewsreviews.blogspot.com/"&gt;Kids View &amp;amp; Reviews&lt;/a&gt; - quite an interesting read I think you'll find!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-6541811198250844837?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/6541811198250844837/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2010/04/called-back.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/6541811198250844837'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/6541811198250844837'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2010/04/called-back.html' title='Called back!'/><author><name>SuzieD</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524681454706632109</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='26' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iaBHtzoPAfY/SWmHtCb-RcI/AAAAAAAAAAM/_RD1Zq3BVTU/S220/Sue+2008.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4047/4550054080_a3a70074a7_t.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-1731995403003444581</id><published>2009-02-27T23:43:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-02-28T00:10:30.920-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Moran'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='groupwork'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='collaborative creativity'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Diaghilev'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='John-Steiner'/><title type='text'>Collaboration, chaos, catfights and concealment – groups in all their glory!</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;Last weekend’s paper found me reading about the impact of the &lt;a href="http://www.theaustralian.news.com.au/story/0,,25067978-16947,00.html"&gt;Ballet-Russe in Australia&lt;/a&gt; (and worldwide) 100 years ago (formore information about this project overall see the &lt;a href="http://www.nla.gov.au/balletsrusses/"&gt;national library&lt;/a&gt;). In particular I was impressed with the sheer connective power of Diaghilev. He wasn’t a dancer, he wasn’t the choreographer of these new works… he wasn’t the designer… no position so mundane. In the article Michelle Potter calls him an ‘orchestrator of events’ – really he was a very talented kind of producer, a collector and curator… not just of art works, but of very talented people. People he worked with included Stravinsky, Cocteau, Picasso, Satie, Balanchine, Matisse, de Chirico, Nijinsky, Pavolva and so the list goes on. … what a potent mix for potential brilliance or chaos - one can only imagine the scale of behind the scenes dramas, catfights and histrionics. He is described as an alchemist, an innovator, a risk-taker with artistic courage and manipulative powers… one can only contemplate these powers in awe!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Diaghilev was obviously a master when it came to managing jostling egos and reputations – perhaps his ego was just so enormous others knew to back off. But he also obviously was able to manage the delicate art of true collaboration. The term collaboration is freely bandied around these days, everyone’s working in collaborative groups and teams… or are they? Collaborative work is more than just having different people working together – putting people into a group, or having them reside in the same building, faculty or city is not enough. In exploring the nature of collaborative relationships I’ve found the writings of &lt;a href="http://edrev.asu.edu/reviews/rev117.htm"&gt;Vera John-Steiner &lt;/a&gt;and &lt;a href="http://wisdomresearch.org/blogs/publications/archive/2008/12/16/how-collaboration-in-creative-work-impacts-identity-and-motivation.aspx"&gt;Seana Moran&lt;/a&gt; of value. They discuss three characteristics of effective collaboration:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* Complementarity – collaborators have different perspectives, expertise, conceptualisations and so on and the interaction of these forms the foundation for the dynamics of collaboration&lt;br /&gt;* Tension – collaboration is not about consensus (which may not actually lead to learning or challenge). Tensions are not necessarily eliminated but taken advantage of as a ‘mechanisms for bringing out latent opportunities of the domain’…. ‘Collaboration is not absence of tension, but fruitful cultivation of tension’&lt;br /&gt;* Emergence – collaboration can lead to outcomes greater than the additive power of the group. These relationships often develop over time with the collaborators becoming more interdependent across stages of the creative process, with different contributions being made to the process, the working methods, the roles and the products. (paraphrased from Moran &amp;amp; John-Steiner, 2004: 13)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That’s all well and good when you have been working with the same people over time and you’ve worked out your strengths and how you can complement each other. Very tricky stuff in new groups where you’ve got to work out who can do what, where there are overlaps, what are the gaps someone needs to fill, where are the rough surfaces and jagged edges. You can try and speed through this process and assign roles and tasks… and you might just get things done, however that’s not actually collaboration and you may very well end up with a servicable but not particularly inspiring creation. To work through this stuff takes time… and I reckon you all need to be in the same place at the same time for a good part of it. It’s very hard to achieve the same collaboration on-line with new collaborators and even harder if some participants are meeting face to face and others aren’t. I’ve experienced this in the most personal of ways. (Mmm so this is looking like being a longer post than I thought... my apologies... but let's go with it)!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You see it’s not so long ago ‘Pollyanna’ was talking to some local friends about why they should get involved in some collaborative community ventures and said friends were vowing and declaring that creative work with others was just too hard. “Oh no,” claimed Pollyanna, “not if you understand how groups work and how you can work together in complementary ways. You can work through group problems if you know how.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mmm… really… Well in fact the answer is that knowledge is not necessarily any protection from the slings and arrows of 'new group' dynamics. You can know everything there is to know about groups and how they work, but if you don’t actually form the group properly and reach some state of shared purpose, confidence and trust in the group, then things can turn from nice to nasty in the blink of an eye. For example if some members meet face to face and one member is not part of some of those meetings…. or if that member tries to ring other members to find out what’s going on and they don’t take their calls or ring them back… and so if that member finally resorts to saying things on email that are could then be seen as directive, obstructive or bossy … well then… all the more reason not to invite that member to the next meeting or ring them on the phone. We'll just email them ... and we know where that can lead! While the ‘insider’ discussions might all be very productive and innocent (you’re probably thinking…. unlikely) the ‘outsider’ starts to imagine all kinds of reasons why they’ve been excluded and their actions start to appear more desperate or anti-social. They might search for possible allies in the group, or express their frustration outside the group, or finally… just tell the group to f….. off. Dynamics and tension emerge all right, but not of the most fruitful kind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think this kind of less than ideal outcome is more likely in new groups where the participants don’t really know each other – where they come with sets of overlapping skills and lack of clarity of roles. It’s much easier if you enter something… say for example a collaborative performance project, knowing who is director, who is the producer, writer, actors etc… but if you start from scratch where everyone could do everything in a particular process… that’s actually much harder… what if three people want to be director, how to you work out who does it? The one with the biggest ego, the loudest voice, the most experience, or should it be the one with the least experience who needs a break? How do you decide? Vote, talk about it and try and arrive at consensus or just start working and see who triumphs? I reckon often the biggest ego wins out especially if it’s combined with charisma, charm and a dash of chutzpa… that’s probably what happened with Diaghilev. He was the central ego around whom others were drawn and their roles were somewhat defined on entry to the collaboration, even if they shifted throughout.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For most of us… I guess we often stick to collaborating with those we know and trust, just go and do our own thing … or like my friends, avoid collaborations like the plague. I’m still Pollyanna enough to put my faith in a good creative collaboration… as long as there’s time to build trust and engage in constructive dialogue! Phew ... got that out of my system!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-1731995403003444581?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/1731995403003444581/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/02/last-weekends-paper-found-me-reading.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/1731995403003444581'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/1731995403003444581'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/02/last-weekends-paper-found-me-reading.html' title='Collaboration, chaos, catfights and concealment – groups in all their glory!'/><author><name>SuzieD</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524681454706632109</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='26' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iaBHtzoPAfY/SWmHtCb-RcI/AAAAAAAAAAM/_RD1Zq3BVTU/S220/Sue+2008.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-8427234740150869658</id><published>2009-02-14T14:40:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-02-14T15:01:03.472-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='yearofcreativity launches ambassadors'/><title type='text'>A big year for the big C</title><content type='html'>So Friday the 13th may be auspicious in many ways ... but this year saw the launch of the &lt;a href="http://yearofcreativity.deta.qld.gov.au/"&gt;Year of Creativity &lt;/a&gt;in Queensland.... well I think it's only for schools really as it's an idea that emerged from the office of the Minister for Education and the Arts.  The Minister obviously decided to try and grab the media's attention and ensure there were some fun folk to chat with by inviting along a few high-profilers to be &lt;a href="http://www.cabinet.qld.gov.au/MMS/StatementDisplaySingle.aspx?id=62704"&gt;"Ambassadors for the Year of Creativity"&lt;/a&gt; - these included actors Leah Purcell and Paul Bishop, writers Rebecca Sparrow &amp;amp; Sam Wagan Watson, chefs Alistair McLeod &amp;amp; Phillip Johnson, John Lee from production company Cutting Edge and a range of other interesting people.  Unfortunately somehow my invitation got lost in the mail... however I have been going to some meetings with folk in the department about shaping up some of the activities for the yera and writing up a framing paper.... oh well, put the heels and sparkles away for next time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It seems Years of Creativity are not all that original though, with Europe having an even bigger and better one this year - not just confined to one state, nor one ministry alone. Theirs is called the &lt;a href="http://www.create2009.europa.eu/"&gt;European Year of Creativity and Inovation &lt;/a&gt;and their launch was in Prague in January... not sure what minor celebrities were at that one.. but it sounds like there were lots of political types, perhaps their ministerial advisers weren't so craft with the invite list. They too have come up with the idea of "&lt;a href="http://www.create2009.europa.eu/ambassadors.html"&gt;Ambassadors for the Year&lt;/a&gt;",  ooh, another great chef in there - Ferran Adria Acosta, plus some pretty big names including Richard Florida &amp;amp; Ken Robinson (I've met both but I'm sure they might not recall the same about me) and some interesting sounding creatives including Philip Starck.  So a big year for creativity coming up... will follow developments and hope that the invitation to something in Europe comes in soon - mmmm  September would be nice!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-8427234740150869658?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/8427234740150869658/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/02/big-year-for-big-c.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/8427234740150869658'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/8427234740150869658'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/02/big-year-for-big-c.html' title='A big year for the big C'/><author><name>SuzieD</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524681454706632109</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='26' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iaBHtzoPAfY/SWmHtCb-RcI/AAAAAAAAAAM/_RD1Zq3BVTU/S220/Sue+2008.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-2126136377963719306</id><published>2009-01-17T13:16:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-17T14:05:22.297-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Csizszentmihalyi'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Methuselah'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='creativity and entrophy'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='quotes'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='shaw'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='creative process'/><title type='text'>Create what you will!</title><content type='html'>This is one of my favourite quotes in relation to creativity... it's attributed to George Bernard Shaw. The full quote goes "Imagination is the beginning of creation. You imagine what you desire, you will what you imagine and at last you create what you will". It's from the play "&lt;a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Back_to_Methuselah"&gt;Back to Methuselah&lt;/a&gt;" a piece which is called a A Metabiological Pentateuch (???) - first published in 1921, an epic 5 cycle philosophical piece not often produced (for obvious reasons). So at &lt;a href="http://books.google.com.au/books?id=yaJVcTiCD90C&amp;amp;pg=PA89&amp;amp;lpg=PA89&amp;amp;dq=Back+to+methuselah+%2B+create+what+you+will&amp;amp;source=bl&amp;amp;ots=8G3CWrBsn8&amp;amp;sig=gxfqo0qD96al4A06n68BRy642BU&amp;amp;hl=en&amp;amp;sa=X&amp;amp;oi=book_result&amp;amp;resnum=1&amp;amp;ct=result"&gt;this point in the play&lt;/a&gt; the Serpent is explaining to Eve how it came to be that Lilith created two beings - Adam and Eve. There is a lovely interchange then about the process of creating, with Eve saying:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EVE: To desire, to imagine, will, to create. That is too long a story, find me one word for it all; you who are so clever with words at words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SERPENT: In one word, to conceive. That is the word that means both the beginning in the imagination and the end in creation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eve then tells the Serpent she will go and tell Adam 'to conceive', at which the Serpent laughs. He explains to Eve that Adam can imagine, he can will, desire and create - all but one thing, his own kind. So in this account women really have it all - the abilities to create and to conceive in all ways, including the most significant to human kind (a pity that first half has been forgotten for so much of human history).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway back to why I like this quote... I think that for me it highlights the idea that while creativity can arise from experimentation and play, then there is an act of will, you have to want to do something, make something, bring it into being. This act of will is an essentially human act. We enjoy creating, we enjoy newness, we enjoy changing things, objects, ideas and our environment to make it more as we would like it to be. The big Csik guy also talks about this kind of idea (that humans are programmed for creativity) but an interesting addition to this is when he identifies that the counterpoint to creativity is 'entrophy'. Whilst we can derive pleasure from creating and doing something new, humans also derive pleasure when we are comfortable, when we can relax and enjoy ourselves by doing nothing ('Flow', 1996 p 109). The urge to relax and veg out can be so strong that this least effort option overpowers the more energetic act of creating... boy did he get that one right!! However ... there's only so much entrophic vegetating most of us can really enjoy in one sitting and then..... if we listen to this other force - this creative calling... we too can bring into being something quite marvellous!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-2126136377963719306?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/2126136377963719306/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/01/create-what-you-will.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/2126136377963719306'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/2126136377963719306'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/01/create-what-you-will.html' title='Create what you will!'/><author><name>SuzieD</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524681454706632109</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='26' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iaBHtzoPAfY/SWmHtCb-RcI/AAAAAAAAAAM/_RD1Zq3BVTU/S220/Sue+2008.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-6000755027070715753</id><published>2009-01-17T00:23:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-02-28T00:14:57.984-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='the muse'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='creative process'/><title type='text'>Pondering the process</title><content type='html'>Okay so Wendy's found out I've heeded her advice without me even telling her - i was keeping quiet about my blogging forays... just seeing where it might lead me. So perhaps time for a bit of personal reflection.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had one of those nights last night... I had been thinking about one of the current projects I'm involved in, wrestling with some ways to pull together some ideas that just weren't falling into place... then eventually falling asleep ... only to have the muse jolt me awake at 2.45 am. I find that often seems to be when she taps on my shoulder... i've learnt from past experience that I can't ignore her. Try to go back to sleep and it just doesn't happen. The ideas keep appearing, tumbling over each other, sometimes coherent, sometimes not... so then I give in to the mistress, drag myself out of bed and go and write it all down. It's coming together, a symbol, a character, a pre-text that will prompt young people to want to find out about our dramatic past, a theatrical device, a merchandising opportunity all rolled into one... i'm in love with her already! (I won't tell you more just yet, that might come in time - building tension, hook them in). By 3.15 am I'm ready for bed again. Heart still racing, but I'm feeling good. The ideas haven't just exploded from nowhere though... i've been thinking, researching and talking about this project since last sept (four months now), i'm drawing on lots of different things I've read and seen, my own past and lots of cultural references... the profile seems to sit well with some of things I've read about the creative process by people like Gardner, Gruber, Feldman and the big Csik man. The creative process arises from the flow of experience, knowledge, curiosity and the desire to solve a particular problem... I think i'm getting somewhere. You've got to be open to the callings of the muse I find... ignore her, roll over, take drugs to get back to sleep if you like - but often those mad midnight scribblings contain some gems of insight the next day.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-6000755027070715753?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/6000755027070715753/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/01/pondering-process.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/6000755027070715753'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/6000755027070715753'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/01/pondering-process.html' title='Pondering the process'/><author><name>SuzieD</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524681454706632109</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='26' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iaBHtzoPAfY/SWmHtCb-RcI/AAAAAAAAAAM/_RD1Zq3BVTU/S220/Sue+2008.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-8184100943230751366</id><published>2009-01-10T22:14:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-10T23:18:17.327-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='motown'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='creative profiles'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='eugene gilfedder'/><title type='text'>Creatives profiles - Eugene &amp; Motown</title><content type='html'>Every weekend when I sit down to read the papers, I like to look for the stories of creative people that are usually profiled and I like to draw out key ideas and learnings from their stories.  As a particular reference I often relate my thinking to concepts about creativity drawn from the work of &lt;a href="http://www.cgu.edu/pages/1871.asp"&gt;Csikszentmihalyi &lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://artsci.wustl.edu/~ksawyer/"&gt;R Keith Sawyer&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href="http://www.unm.edu/~vygotsky/selected.html#pubs"&gt;Vera John-Steiner &lt;/a&gt; and the like.  These people view creativity as arising from the interaction of individuals and groups within social contexts rather than seeing it as something that is a special talent or ability only possessed by the gifted few (I'll post elsewhere a bit more about these kinds of views of creativity).  Here's what I found this weekend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.news.com.au/couriermail/story/0,23739,24888108-5003423,00.html"&gt;Eugene Gilfedder&lt;/a&gt; is a Brisbane based actor and a bit of a renaissance man (writer, director, musician and so on) who is about to star as Hook in a production of Peter Pan.  Eugene is a very talented and experienced actor, and really could be up there with Geoffrey Rush in terms of Australian actors on the international stage.  However he has stayed put in Brisbane, created a life and a family and perhaps has not had the recognition he deserves outside of his home state.  What I found interesting in this weekend's profile ('Enjoying theatre's Neverland' by Fiona Purdon in etc liftout, Courier Mail, jan 10-11, 2009, p 3) is that now that his children are finished school he is now open to more national and international work.  There were a couple of things in this story that interested me... firstly the importance of the 'field' the gatekeepers and audiences who acknowledge and accept someone's creative work - one of the key components Csikszentmihalyi says is important for someone's creative work to be recognised and have impact.  The field for Gilfedder's work has not be as wide as it could be to date, whilst he could be as talented as any famous actor around, his work has not been seen by or acknowledged by an international field.  Could that now change as he embarks this year on a national tour with an independent production of 'Kursk'. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also of interest were comments about Gilfedder's motivation and the kind of internal motivation that drives his work, rather than external success and rewards.  He says "I've never been focused on the career, the blimbing of ladders, but my focus is on the stuff, the words and productions".  Amabile and many others have talked about the importance of internal motivation as important for creativity and engagement and it seems that has been very much the driver for Gilfedder.  Finally I was also interested in his comments about relating to the spirit of Peter Pan and how playing different roles keeps him young.  In his book &lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/Creating-Minds-Creativity-Einstein-Stravinsky/dp/0465014542"&gt;'Creating Minds'&lt;/a&gt; Howard Gardner talks about creative people being able to retain the ability to see the world as if through the eyes of a child - retaining a kind of freshness and curiousity about the world.  This is something that is evident in Gilfedder's approach to his creative work.  I look forward to seeing how he goes in terms of finding a wider 'field' for his work in the years to come.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Motown article "Can't Stop the Music" (in the Review section of Weekend Austrlian, Jan 10-11, 2009, pp 4-6) was interesting for a range of reasons, especially relating to the importance of the coalescence of opportunity, shifts in the culture and the rise of individuals and groups who had the right skill sets and ideas at the right time.  This story marks the 50th anniversary on Jan 12 of the founding of Motown by Berry Gordy Jr in 1959.  Gordy worked through disappointments and failure (dropping out of school, failure of first musical venture) to take the risk of borrowing money to found his own label and take their music national.  The point I found particularly interesting in this article was the role of critique and reflection - the interactive work of their 'field' - in ensuring that what the label released was of a consistently high quality.  Smokey Robinson says "We had Monday morning meetings.  All the creative people were in those meetings, the writers, the producers.  We would play our stuff for each other, critique each other's stuff and make suggestions on each other's stuff to make it better.... Many of the tracks were sent back and reworked, and reworked, until they became the hits that they became."  Creativity isn't just about inspiration and individual expressions of ideas, good creative work benefits from critical reflection and feedback.  The trick is to know what to listen to and act on and what to screen out!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-8184100943230751366?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/8184100943230751366/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/01/creatives-profiles-eugene-motown.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/8184100943230751366'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/8184100943230751366'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/01/creatives-profiles-eugene-motown.html' title='Creatives profiles - Eugene &amp; Motown'/><author><name>SuzieD</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524681454706632109</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='26' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iaBHtzoPAfY/SWmHtCb-RcI/AAAAAAAAAAM/_RD1Zq3BVTU/S220/Sue+2008.jpg'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8645249259587295077.post-3066276718431324541</id><published>2009-01-10T21:32:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-01-10T21:41:38.157-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='beginnings'/><title type='text'>A beginning</title><content type='html'>Finally succumbed and created the blog - like everyone else I have more than enough distractions to keep me away from the things I should be doing. However the thought of having somewhere to post my musings, discoveries, snippets of information and stories has been attracting me for some time ... and so now after Wendy urging me to 'stop putting it off and just do it', I have done so!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is a space I'd like to use to collect various ideas about creativity, giving in to and following our creative callings.  There'll be stories about others, reflections on things I read and see, as well as some thoughts of my own, both from my professional and personal life.  I'm not sure where it will go just yet,  but here goes!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8645249259587295077-3066276718431324541?l=creativecallings.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/feeds/3066276718431324541/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/01/beginning.html#comment-form' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/3066276718431324541'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/8645249259587295077/posts/default/3066276718431324541'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://creativecallings.blogspot.com/2009/01/beginning.html' title='A beginning'/><author><name>SuzieD</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15524681454706632109</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='26' height='32' src='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_iaBHtzoPAfY/SWmHtCb-RcI/AAAAAAAAAAM/_RD1Zq3BVTU/S220/Sue+2008.jpg'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry></feed>
